~6:51 PM

hi!!

so fast it is wed and then tmr one lesson and my week will sort of be chio once again. den the cycle repeats. *shakes head* i feel very lousy and quite stupid nowadays cuz i got damn lot of stuff dont understand. sometimes is really cuz im just lazy to read up, so i feel paiseh to ask ppl, cuz probably they're gonna give answers like- u never listen meh? or, notes got say. lol. ok la. i think i should really try to catch up on everything. b4 cny ends!

sm says she wonder why humans exists on earth. i ever think about what is our purpose on life too. during jc i start having this thought i think. then i went to buy this book called the purpose of life or sth like tt. but is more of a christanity book lol. ar anw what really is our purpose i still dont know. is it to work hard and then enjoy afterwards? or is it to earn lotsa money and then fulfil our material needs. or is it to care for our family and friends and then what? hahaha. and right now i feel like im just living each day as it comes. i feel that we should enjoy ourselves because life is short. but then i really dont like to do tutorials. but yet when i got do i feel good when i nv i feel guilty. so confusing hor haha. i feel like im waiting for sth bt i dont know what. maybe a signal? lol. like to tell me im going the right way for my life. each day just go by like that i not really enjoying what im learning eh. oh no i wonder if i picked wrong course but i guess thr's no turning back? and. i also wonder if ive a certain goal to work towards, life will sort of be more meaningful?

`el =P

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
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~3:21 PM

我不懂人世间的那些愁他为什么要缠著我
到底这会是谁的错还是我不放手
喔人世间的那些愁这世界给我的幽默
这是不是要告诉我潮起终究潮落
总要有人来陪我咽下苦果喔再尝一点美梦

我想到遥远遥远的以后会不会有人知道我
在这个寂寞的星球曾这样的活过

haha sry for double posting. this is part of the lyrics of one of mayday's song.
Describes how i have been feeling recently.



sm

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Friday, January 25, 2008
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~2:54 PM

我最近愛上了一首歌耶
就是蘇打綠的左邊。
超好聽的叻！

聼了很感動，可是我聽力不好，聼不出青峰在唱啥。只聼得懂副歌的部分。
後來我去百度一下歌詞：


粉刷好旧屋檐的巷口
掩埋了泪眼的斑驳
在转角之后扣上故事门锁
请你张开双手让我死在怀中

握你的左手
散落在我手中的是温柔
曾经给你太多
伤心过后总会宽阔

握你的温柔
散落在我心中的是错过
我需要寂寞来抚摸
雨季中百花凋落过后的沉默

很感人叻！！

好啦。很無聊。

不想上學。
在學校很寂寞。

我們這樣到底爲了啥。
好悶哦。


..sm

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~8:41 PM

hihihi

i watched the proposal daisakusen and wrote this =)
this is from yamapi's view. cuz i think his character is quite ke lian in the show.
like he keep failing to tell rei his feelings zzz.

連話都說不清
怎麼說出我愛你
一個個太美麗的機會
最終還是輸給誰
你說我從來都不了解
你又明白了哪些
要多少的努力
才能碰觸你的心
要多遙遠的距離
才能讓我們靠近

anw, my classmate is xun today. i asked her sth abt accounting. then she said, just now teacher got say you never listen meh. arghhhh. jiu got listen but slow to understand wad. then the person on my left explained to me. why some people like that ar.

and i must say this again. i think my financial man. teacher is damn nice! he gave us cny card! first time in my life a teacher gave students cny cards. you know some stuff are meant to be a surprise but somehow you anticipated it. or meant to be a surprise but 有驚無喜. but this act was really a real and pleasant surprise.

oh yea tmr is thurs =)
you all blog sth!
im looking forward to our picnic outing!

~el

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
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~12:18 AM

你是头号甜心没错 你最爱我没错！
I wanna cosplay as the yellow rabbit people! LOL. Does any1 know where to get this yellow shirt? LOL

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Friday, January 11, 2008
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we dream together.we spin tales of candy sugar together.we watch the world go by together. We the group, the posse, the band, the rockers. Together, us.