hello. the 1st 2 pics so cute right. is from a game called quoridor. requires lots of 心机 to win. i lost! means my 心机 is not very 重 wahaha.

anw, i watched this show and i rmb someone saying that 世界上最大的地方就是人心, 人心可以装很多东西. so i think when we dont understand we should not really go n try to understand, like quite impossible. but still, it bothers me sometimes n i also dont know what to do.

like yesterday i saw a friend at bedok mrt. she is in my tutorial class, ahs too. and then she told me she got alot of training (badminton) and hall stuff to do etc. then she ask me what i do, and that i must be doing nothing since i dont stay in hall. so i say im sort of slacking relaxing at home going out with friends sometimes. den the way she look at me like i got no life. so after a few stops i stop talking to her n talk to my much better ho ppl hahaha. anw this bothers me the whole day. see even now i still thinking about it. i dont really like my life to be busy so i dont yearn for a schedule like hers. but she seems to think that the life she is leading is the "life" that all of us should have. it is like the norm and mine is abnormal. 我不知道为什么她觉得我应该过她过的生活. i just dont feel comfortable talking to these kind of ppl. it makes me wonder if im reali the one that is xun and i dont like it! i know she doesnt mean it, but stillllll........ if u all do understand how i feel.

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hello! here are 2 pics of orchard x'mas lights! =p

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