~5:29 PM

A peculiar incident happened in my office a few days ago.

The only clock in the office was placed on top of a tall wooden bookcase-like furniture beside a vase of fake flowers. And on this particular day, this colleague of mine (not the same dept though) took it down and hid it somewhere under her desk.

The clock was quite important to us.
As our office building was located in the new and ulu Alps avenue near changi airport, transport is extremely inconvenient so we must not miss the company bus. Everyone took careful notice of the time when 'lunchtime is approaching or when we are about to go home.

therefore this colleague caused servere inconvenience to almost everyone in this office.
The reason she gave for taking the clock down n hiding it was that she didnt like the clock being there. Isn't it weird???the clock has been there for 6 months ever since we moved to this new office building.

When one of my colleague questioned her ans asked for the location of the clock, she didnt want to say! her reply was like "i dun wanna tell you le"..blablab"

i was thinking she's so selfish.

Anyway, later, another of my colleague hung the clock back near its original location.


i dun feel like talking to her ever since that day




-sm

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Saturday, June 30, 2007
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~11:23 PM

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
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~7:42 PM

gd evening!

i just watched finished spider lilies on crunchyroll and indeed i dont quite get the plot. lol. i think the story is a bit complicated to understand and honestly quite boring i almost wanted to close the window. hmmm. the only farnie thing when i watch is that the translator doesnt know jap so he/she actually put 'sorry i dont understand jap' when the character in the show starts to speak jap. -_-'' maybe that is also why i dont get the show hahaha. i still think rainie is pretty but the other female lead also very chio. she has a kind of serious look, esp when she wear glasses haha.

anyway, i also want to complain that my father is siao. to date, he has thrown away 3 of my shirts away for who knows why. super angry, and he still denies it when i confronts him, he should get an oscar award. i really dont understand why leh. :( i find it very irritating that it is my room and my things yet there is so little privacy. not like ive things to hide but i dont like ppl to touch my things! i was so upset this morning when i cant find my thing again im gonna confront him again afterwards. i dont want to be so mean to my father but it is his fault to start off with right. and i am also very upset that they keep saying that my room is very messy when it is really hardly MY room. firstly, i only start to sleep in it somewhere b4 A levels. 2ndly, there are so many things in the room that is not even mine. 3rdly, some furnitures in the room are not storage friendly which explains the mess they see. not my fault! ok, maybe it is a little bit of my fault cuz i keep alot of things. but isnt it sad if u throw everything away then there is nth left for reminiscing when we get old. faints.

``el

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Sunday, June 24, 2007
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~12:28 PM

不愿放手的东西好像更容易失去
还是容易失去的东西更不愿放手

*these are from my old blog, decided to del away so post some stuff here

el

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Thursday, June 21, 2007
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~10:17 PM

आफ्टर <--- what's that? LOL. i pressed tab and my words became like that.

Recently ,我常常被人吓到。

In about a week, i was startled by people for at least 4 times.

when i was about to reach for the toilet door to leave the toilet, irene came in suddenly n i 吓到。

When i was about to reach out to open my office door while pushing a trolley, someone suddenly came in n i 吓到。Oh the "someone" was the supposedly handsome-but-very-dao guy that shimin was crazy about. n he actually smiled at me Lol.

When i was looking at the cubicle doors in the toilet to check if it is occupied, the door opened suddenly n i 吓到, because i suddenly saw my colleague's face.

when i was about to scan my temp card to enter the office, the door ( once again ) opened suddenly n i 吓到 because 怪伯伯 's face suddenly appeared. 见鬼！见鬼！见鬼！

maybe 我做了亏心事，难怪一直被人吓倒。


p.s: btw jolin won the best female singer award in taiwan's golden melody awards or something, i'm actually quite sad, cuz i was hopping 张韶函 would get the award.


-sm

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Monday, June 18, 2007
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~4:24 PM

hihi
i think big companies, esp govt organisations like to waste resources. dont know what the hr dept is doing. they are wasting tax-payers' money! should stop paying tax and see how they can hire people to zuo bo. very weird, sometimes i feel that it's very contradicting. last time giant really know how to make use of part-timers, like making every hr they pay me worth it but i felt very bu gan yuan so i leave. then now, i get to relax on my job sometimes then i feel paiseh. like i shouldnt be eating lunch instead of working. but, i may not have thing to do either haha. i feel even more paiseh when my colleague tell me their balance is on deficit. oops.many times i act busy by arranging files, packing my desk n stationery lol.

last time i used to wonder why my colleague never think of what im supposed to do for the day before i come too, but later on i just got used to it haha. jane is being farnie. got link with being a good team player? hahaha. is they poor management wad, we low post now cant do anything. in future we can change all the systems wahahaha.

im nt against sun-tanning really haha, i bought the nivea whitening cream cuz i want a more even tone haha. cuz i think some part of my leg n arms are darker, and my elbow is very rough cuz i like to lean on it so i want to smoothen it lol. picnic is very chio leh. jing1 ji4 and jian4 kang1. but i think i cook terribly. so kuku malu.

``el

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~11:29 AM

hello.

i'm at work now and i'm damn bored. el! remember i used to tell you i have alot of work to do? but now there is another temp staff in my team and she's doing part of my job (when the perms said she is actually not supposed to be doing my job but they got nothing to let her do so i'm teaching her to do my job) so i got extra time to slack now.

feeling tired, sian-ed and kinda angry now. i mean, couldn't the system be more efficient or at least plan the work they are going to give to the temp staff? i feel quite hindered doing my job. OMG, i'm not a good team player! no company is going to hire me in the future. =(

nothing else, i guess. just want to vent it out. eh el, we should have a picnic soon, hor?
but then again, you and nigel seems to be against sun-tanning. so no picnic?

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~2:17 PM

good day! haha decided to blog sth random today. i think someone on my bus looks like the korean artiste- rain. small eyes as well. almost every morning i'll see this person. first glance he look like rain. now i dont dare to look at him in the face cuz im afraid that we'll 对眼 and i think to 对眼 is very embarrassing.he is fatter than rain tho' haha but he has green highlights in his hair, very stylo milo. then, every morning i'll see if he boards my bus. i dont like this person haha, just that nth to do then haha ya. do u all do that as well? i think this is not the first time i do this kind of thing. some ppl which i see on the bus so often that i automatically look out for them hahha, gals also not only guys.

anw, there's someone whose name is stephanie elsie in my member list. i think the name has a nice pronounciation i think i want to call my daughter that in future. albeit 做作 but hahaha who cares right, ppl will call her steph for short anw.

``el

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Friday, June 08, 2007
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~1:22 AM

haha i think my chinese standard has becoming stagnant. that day i wrote this: 全11人表示会推荐, for my office stuff. then my colleague say it's grammatically wrong. she say it's direct translation from english- all 11 people will recommend. then i still insist what i wrote is right. i keep thinking abt it then nigel say nth wrong as well but the more i think the more i feel that im worse then being wrong. it's like i made a mistake yet i dont even feel that it is a mistake. terrible right. goodness. should be 11人全表示会推荐. ly say so too. zzzz.

well. my story is trying to portray a pathetic soul who has no friends because she tells lies. moral of the story is to not tell lies initially haha bt as i wrote finish i realize the main point changed. because the character is an old lady n elderly tend to make us feel that they are poor things n that the old lady in my story ought to be forgiven for all the lies she fabricate. n also, perhaps her lies really ought to be forgiven since she is trying to protect her dignity and she probably isn't thinking straight anymore. (sm u're right! she is indeed trying to 为自己保留一点尊严. i dint spell it out in the story but u got it! )

i feel that i only can write sad stories. haha. i rmb sec2 i wrote this essay called 死亡, published in 飞鹰. lol. u all can go n read! but i know u all wont go n find the book la.

``el

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~11:12 PM

好久没有好好认真地去读一篇故事。

依琳你的语文水平还是一样的好。只读了一遍，对故事背后的道理，故事的含义等是懂非懂。仔细想想便有了一些领悟。

妇人也许不想被可怜同情，才编造这些谎言， 让人以为她拥有个美满幸福的家庭。但，比起成天向人诉苦埋怨而让大家不开心，，她的做法高明多了。至少，她能为自己保留一点尊严，虽然也只是在自欺欺人。

如果她有位知心朋友就好了。



*就算是這個世界　把我拋棄
而至少快樂傷心我自己決定
所以我說　就讓它去
我知道潮落之後一定有潮起　
有什麼了不起*

（把这段歌词放在这儿有点怪但无所谓啦）




~敏

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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
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~4:14 PM

hihi this is a story i wrote recently. read already give me some comments, like what do u think of the story, is it very cliche, is the story not fully developed, or can tell me which part u like or dont like. tia. ``el

蓝天白云底下，妇人正在向邻居诉说着自己从未到过的地方有多精彩，用想象力勾勒出一幅又一幅优美且独特的风光。当问起家人，她更是继续地从口中吐出一些自己需要听到的话。尽管儿女败家不孝，别人却只听见他们很多很多的好。她不能不这么做。即使生命毫无色彩，她也要在别人眼中鲜艳夺目。妇人为自己打造了一个完美的身份，一个大家都认识却其实根本不认识的自己。有时妇人会怀疑身旁的人是真的如此愚蠢地相信她所说的一切，还是他们早在她编织的第一个谎言就识破了她，只是基于她年迈才应酬她，姑且配合她的完美演出。

渐渐的，妇人终于明白她才是那个笨蛋。由于双脚不听使唤而无法出街，她已经好久都没跟人交谈了。所以除了儿女会上门送来必须品，和偶尔到来的邮差或推销员，就再也没有人来听她说故事了。妇人就这样每天坐在阳台，守株待兔般期盼着会有人经过。午后的阳光从远方直射，打在静坐在摇椅的妇人脸上。泛黄的脸蛋和缓缓晃动的身体，显得特别庸懒，好像一闭上眼就会晃到另一个时空去。妇人看似不动，脑里其实又在想像着一些不曾发生的事。或许，这么多年来，她已分不清哪儿些是真、哪儿些是假。

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Monday, June 04, 2007
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~10:26 PM

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Sunday, June 03, 2007
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