~8:27 PM

today is my 3rd day as a cashier. i shan't say where here, in case someone wanna sue me or what. am i thinking too much hahaha. anw, i feel that the chinese old staff are so zi yi wei shi, ask them to go eat shit. they love to put me down in front of the customers so that they appear great. f*** off man.
and the malays are so nice. goodness. i am really ashamed that i am a chinese, the first time in my life i am feeling so.
tmr i am gonna open my own counter! oh no, i can't really imagine. i hope no one buys weird stuff that has no barcode, no one uses vouchers or weird cards that i dont recognise or hsbc cashback thing, and dont ask me where things are, n then they better not take things without any barcode such that i hafta go over to find where the thing is. also dont ask me what rebate shit.
and dont buy some weird veg or fruits.
to all customers, pls weigh your fruits n veg as stated, dont anyhow anyhow jiu buy so many stuff at once, try to pay with cash and not cards, dont take anything without the barcodes and dont xian wo man. lalala, as if they will heed my advice. and i also hope that i will get a packer tmr. yea. i am counting my days down and i will try means and ways to slack, to get leave on weekends, to get morning shift, to escape from this job! argh! i feel like i really got myself into a mess this time round.
anw, however bad this job is, i learnt and realised many things. i understand that zhuan qian zhen de bu rong yi, like now when i spend i'll think about the no. of hrs wasted on standing. but then, earn $$ bu jiu shi yao hua lor. i dont know, so ironic. and then in future i must get a job that i really like. if not like now, i am thinking of ways to slack, goodness. like so jian. and then i also know why some people in the service sector dont smile, cuz it is really boring to stand there for the whole day or like me, i am too nervous to force a smile. my lips are like forever so dry although i drink lotsa water liao.
ok. zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
wanna get otta this mess asap!!

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Monday, December 11, 2006
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